Random Thoughts/Feelings of Loves & Hates...

So, in other words, another whiny post buffered with some love. :)

Hates: (although I shouldn't say Hate since I don't like my kids to say it, Dislike is better, but Hate has so much more impact)

**that I lay on my couch all.day.long.

**that I can't sleep anymore.

**that my older kids have to do way more right now than they should.

**that I'm wishing this pregnancy to end. I love being pregnant. But I'm miserable.

** that I whine. All the time.

**that I worry about these babies. Constantly.

**that I worry about everything. Constantly.

** that I feel like a crappy mom, even though I know I'm not, I can't shake the feeling

**that I am still OCD about my house. Let it go already!

** that I have to rely on so many people for help. So not me!

**that I can't bathe my little girls or even tuck them in at night.

**that I can't go to parent/teacher conferences this week.

**that I have a hard time driving my car.

**that this list is actually this long, have I become so grouchy and negative lately?

Loves:

**laying awake in the morning, watching the little girls sleep and feeling the babies move.

**being able to lay on the couch and just watch the girls play.

**being pregnant with 3 tiny baby girls. Life is forever a miracle to me.

**that I'm not getting any stretch marks. Yet.

**that all my kids are doing awesome in school thus far this year.

**that I am the luckiest mom in the world.

**that I have the best husband. Ever.

**my life. Simple.

**that I have some easy, wonderful teenagers. So lucky we are.

**that soon (37 more days) I will be holding my 3 baby girls and our family will be complete.

**that I have some amazing friends. Again, I am so blessed.

**that we have a hot tub. It's been my salvation in the evenings.

**that I have such a wonderfully supportive husband who is the best father my kids could have.

**that my house is serene and quiet in the evening, giving Aaron & I some much needed "us" time.

**frozen fruit and yogurt topped with wheat germ. My current addiction.

**that my kids are so excited for these babies. Even the boys, even though they didn't get a brother.

**that I've made it to almost 31 weeks without incident. *knock on wood*.

**that my cloth diaper stash is almost complete for the babies. I can't wait to CD them!

**that I learned how to knit.

** that my Loves list is not shorter than my Hates. Thank God.