Another Sad Day......

Grandma and Newborn Baby Delilah

So my blog isnt really all about death but it looks like that is the topic of the beginning of the New Year ;(

Today is not a good day. My grandma is dying. Well, she was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer 6 months ago but now is the time. Her time. The Dr's say a few hours or possibly a few days. Strange how this makes me feel like Im 5 again. But I cant be 5 when my family need me to be 35. And strong. My cousin Jennifer is coming from Brookings tomorrow. Thank God. I need her just as I did when I was 5.